an awakening….

an awakening….

(recent painting. “it was the brightness in her life that she held close.” original sold, prints available here) every once in awhile i receive an email that takes my breath away and births a major awakening in my life: My husband died 9 months ago. We...
taking time…

taking time…

central park, nyc i am in that place where i feel really stripped down. new. raw. uncomfortable. strangely (or not), this is exactly how i feel when i get midway thru a painting, when it’s all yucky and not pretty – just before i push thru and it all comes...
2008. a review.

2008. a review.

dear 2008, you were an insane year if i do say so myself. so much activity. so much whirlwind. sometimes i wasn’t sure of my footing, and other times i savored the flight. in the end, even with all the rolling ups + downs, you were nothing less than magical. and...
thoughts on becoming.

thoughts on becoming.

been thinking about my story lately. about who i was when i was younger. about who i am now, what i’m becoming. i want to find the courage and ask the adults in my life (uncles, aunts, family) who i was when i was younger – like an expedition to uncover a...
feels really, really good

feels really, really good

an awakening. it’s been happening somewhere in the turmoil of the last couple of weeks. i’ve realized that i’ve lost something i needed to lose. and though i’ve had this feeling before, it seems more saturated in real and permanence and...
look what i found

look what i found

(an old journal entry, dated summer 1998. i had horrible handwriting, even then. the very last line under “life goals” reads “become an artist, learn to draw, paint, whatever.”) i’ve been going through my old journals as a way to help me...
waking up

waking up

(it reads: grow. become. journey.i know, i know, a new hairstyle already! i can’t help it. i love buns right now) i woke up feeling hopeful and light today. usually i wake up tired, groggy, with a mental to-do list swirly in my head. but today, i woke up with a...

The Marathon

I’ve officially signed up for the Portland Marathon…but I’m only going to run the last half! It’s October 2 – just 6 weeks away. Although I’ve been running a marathon training program with PortlandFit for the last 5 months,...