oh, the universe and the gods are looking out for me! i was accepted to sell my art at ArtFest’s vendor night!! i am sitting here with a wide grin – it is a full circle moment for me. it was at artfest last april that my creative dreams were born and as they continue to grow and manifest themselves in ways i could have never imagined, i feel myselft in the middle of all of it, just blown away with gratitude and quiet disbelief.
i continue to feel a sense of calm and relaxation over these last several days. i do believe that i touched down into the depths and pit of my anguish over this move last week , and now i feel i’ve started to find my way out. my optimism is back. i am settling in. settling into the fall weather and the changing colors. settling into a new routine. into my new job. new friendhips, new everything. i don’t feel the friction of the stuggle anymore. intead, i’ve given myself over to it, and now i feel like i am swaying with it, rather than jerking about. does that make sense? the fight is over. a few grouding conversations with my friends have helped and have meant so much. thank god for friends.
i’ve downloaded a ton of new music in preparation for spending the next few days in the studio. thank you for the music suggestions. i can’t wait to fill my ears and senses with new tunes.
things are good. things are good.