this is where i am right now: i feel like i’ve been to some faraway country, had an amazing experience, gained some new perspective and had an awakening of some kind. then i come home only to realize that the rest of the world is stilling working their 8-5 job and don’t really connect with my recent epiphanies. i am disillusioned about that, but need to accept it. what i’ve learned in the last 24 hours is that i need to provide the acceptance and encouragement i need and not to expect it from anyone else. if i’m doing or creating, then i need to do it for myself, not anyone else’s acceptance. it’s a hard, tough lesson, but a necessary one.
one thing i love about friendster.com or myspace.com is that is has actually worked to connect me with old friends. in the last several days, i’ve fully connected with britt, heidi, and alena. they are all wonderful, inspiring women…and it would be so dreamy to me if they all actually lived near me, instead of 3000 miles away.
i had a great evening with jessica and sarah. again, two wonderful women. i am one lucky gal. i am surrounded by sweetness and girliness. it’s the best.