today brought the sort of enthusiasm and excitement that only comes when when big, big life-changing news has been delivered (details soon). earlier, after lots of jumping up and down with happy disbelief, i was telling john how i feel very well taken care of by the universe, by god, by spirits, by energy, and by the collective conscious of love, not to mention by those i hold close in my life. i do. and it feels damn good. it’s comforting, moments and days like today when i am reminded that even when there are tough, tough things going on (which is strange to navigate on days like today), i still feel taken care of. it’s a very specific and vague feeling all at once. the thought that i wll be ok, that i am supported by what i can’t see, but by what i can feel, is extraordinary to me. i hope it never ends.
this past year has been incredible in ways i never dreamed for myself. the idea that what you give to yourself, and to the world, actually comes back to you, both positively and negatively. i am learning to dream big, and realizing that things actually pan out when you do. it’s magic. its magic!