(started out as a demo
at artnest, then finished at home. it’s called ‘together always, always’)
it’s so hard for me to explain where i am. i just know i’m in between. in between feeling settled and new. in between feeling grown up and young. newly in love, forever in love. i just feel oddly at a starting place in so many areas of my life but also feeling grounded in ways i haven’t in awhile. i’m in between dream living and wondering if it’s all real. in between knowing who i am and becoming someone new. between giving up what’s not working and clinging to what feels familiar. and i’m in this vague space of practical things too like not knowing how to nourish my body thru cooking but deeply wanting to figure it out. on the cusp, always. same goes with making friends here. on the cusp, spirit wandering waiting for the moment to tangle up with another……my tears found me in utah in good, healing ways and now i find myself deeply longing for family. i think i might finally be ready.
ps – i wanted to let you guys know that i’ve updated my etsy shop with journals
, a few more small prints like this one
, and big ones, too, like the one above. i’ll have a large batch of originals available in the next few weeks.
pps – snowed again in seattle
ppps – i’m rearranging our house again. i think i might be driving john nuts but i can’t help myself. it’s fun and i like it.